A friend of mine sent this to me. It's from a phone call made to a radio station. You may have already seen it but I found it heartfelt and just wanted to share.....
5 years ago
I've decided that on some weird level, my hair is connected to my enthusiasm for working out. I know, I know - so dumb! Still, it annoyed me when my short, stacked haircut started to grow out and I couldn't pull it off of my neck when I would exercise. I was envious of those girls who's perfectly pulled back pony tails would swing back and forth when they were running, like unto the people on commercials for Adidas and Nike. It's true what they say though - time heals everything! This morning when I went to the gym I was DETERMINED to have a pony tail. Never mind the bobby pins and hair falling out in all directions. There I was, running on that treadmill, sporting my two inch pony. Fantastic! It's back!!
I loved the book "Marley and Me" and have actually read it several times, so when the movie came out I was REAL excited to see it on a screen. I'm usually not disappointed in book-to-movie transitions (Harry Potter, Memoirs of a Geisha, etc) but found myself sort of wanting more from this one. Maybe it's because the book was so well written and the movie was missing the emotions that came with it. Maybe I wanted all of the details included just as they were written. Still, if you saw the movie and found yourself wanting a dog (or not wanting a dog but just enjoying it regardless) then you should definitely invest in the book. So many more laughs, and unfortunately, a few more tears. Sometimes the movie you create in your head is better, and this is a movie I'll read over and over!
I used to not understand why anyone would want to live in the middle of a desert, and when I felt like this is where I should be, I had some doubts myself. I moved here at the end of July, four and a half years ago, and experienced the reality of the summers when I rolled my window down to cool off my car (I'm from Wyoming - that's what you do) and was greeted by a blast of hot air. The day after I moved here I went to run out to my car to grab something and didn't bother putting shoes on, which resulted in a blister. Two days later I found myself dehydrated and not able to stand up without the entire room spinning in circles. Welcome to Vegas! Then October came, and November, and December showed up, and I still hadn't pulled out a coat. January was a little chilly, but by February I was back to a sweater. The winters are phenomenal!! This morning when I was walking my dog in a t-shirt and a thin sweatshirt, I looked over towards red rock, saw the bright blue sky, and was again reminded how much I love this weather. Over a million people gathered in the desert? Some may say it's the casinos and job market, but I feel that it's because of the winters. It's true. It's real true!
I am not a pleasant person when I'm sick after so long, and I'll be the first to admit it. I try so hard to remain positive, but after a while I find myself complaining about how sick I am of being sick. When I came back from Christmas with a cold I just took my zycam and faced it with a smile. Pretty soon it turned into Nyquil, then Musinex, and then a visit to the doctor and Amoxicillin with some decongestant. That was a wrap. No more smile on this face! It isn't just that I feel like crap that frustrates me. It's that I had gotten myself so excited about starting my training for my triathalon in May, and I even researched and made a calendar that I printed off and hung on my fridge so I would know my schedule for running, biking, and swimming. Now, 13 days later, it is still just hanging there! Curse you, sinus infection!!! As I crawl to the finish line come May, half dead and exhausted, I'll only have you to blame - not the package of cheetos and box of reeses peanut butter hearts I've justified enhaling secondary to my "need for comfort food" when not feeling well.......sigh........
This year I'm all about new beginnings. Out with the old and in with the new!! A 10 day break at Christmas gave me plenty of time to think through 2008 and see that it wasn't one of my best years thus far. There were parts of it that were no bueno. I don't think I'd ever want to go through some of the experiences I went through, have the same kind of relationships I had, or feel the emotions I felt in certain situations again. However, I also realize that I came out of it stronger, wiser, and a lot more aware of myself. I'm almost even at the point where I'm grateful for what I went through, even though nobody can truly understand why I would say that except for me. Well, the lessons were learned and the year is behind me - I'm reclaiming myself, folks! These aren't all of them, but I'm sharing a few of my resolutions for those of you who know me well enough to appreciate them:
Last night I discovered one of THE BEST creations I've seen from Trader Joe's, second only to the little peppermint oreo cookies that come out at Christmas - Longboard Chips. Perfect! They are these long, skinny chips that make the chip and salsa debacle manageable. There is nothing more annoying than scratching yourself on the side of your mouth when trying to eat one of those triangle shaped ones, or having to wash your hands every time you try to squeeze it into a bottle of salsa so you can get the leftover salsa in the bottom on the chip. These are the perfect solution! So smart - so brainy. Thank you, Trader Joe's! I anticipated this year being good, but this is going to make it FANTASTIC!!!!!